Nobody knows what it's like to be me
So why do they say they know how I feel?
Because they don't...

They don't know what I go through every day
They don't know how hard it is 
For me to play my part.

I put on a mask every morning
To hide from the world around me
I'm not how they really see me.

I'm not the happy little girl
That everyone thinks I am
I hate that!

I don't want to disappoint anyone
So I play the part of the happy girl
With the happy life.

I'm not happy though
I'm so sad inside
I have been for a long time.

Nobody knows how close I was
How close to the end
How I almost ended it all myself.

I didn't just think about it
I tried to leave this sorrowful place
I didn't want to live.

My desolate heart wanted to die
I couldn't take it anymore
All I did was cry.

Inside and out I cried
But I am still here
And I don't know why.

I am still just a player
In this world so cold
And my heart yearns to be true.

Someday will come
Someday I will be me
And someday people will know
Me.