why do i feel this way
why must i hurt inside
living for nothing but to run and hide
i hope someday ill be free
from this sheer terror and misery
that is my life
dont you love it
i hope someday ill rise above it
live in the clouds i hold so dear
away from people that are so near
these evil people i cant escape
all they seem to do is rape
rape me of my will to survive
i hope someday ill feel alive
ill climb this ladder that they tell me to
i climb this ladder thats all i do
i feel like their wind-up monkey doll
i am so sick of it all
so i begin to fall
fall to the clouds i hold so dear
away from the people that are so near
in hopes i will be rid of the fear
fear of drowning in midair
while in the night so fair
and while the night might be fair, and true
id still rather be down there with you
in my lonely cave
where i can feel strong and brave
where i gather the courage to fly
as i begin to slowly die
that is the story of my lie...